Since
i was not sure whether I will go or not to the outing planned from Yoga Center,
I had a very little dream about the trekking and the girivalam. by having very
few expectations and no knowledge of parvadha malai, started up with the
journey, that made me very happy.
My
fellowmates with the journey are Dev master a very caring and resposible,
Parvati Master a very determined and focused, Nanda master a motivational
energy booster, Raji the fast trekkker and the trek leader, Nims very
supportive trek leader and enthusiastic, Arya a calm ,sweet, helping adjustable
mate, Mr.Subramanian sir a spiritual,self motivated, finally Kaviyarasan, the
great all in all in one person,wellvesed trekker,tips giver,energiser.
Night
nearly seven we reached to Yoga center from where we started our journey.
Myself and Nims made everyone wait from
5.30 onwards. Somehow we started our journey nearly by 7.30 p.m. with full of
positive vibrations by pronuncing 'OM' inside the car. Our energy level went
high. We started by friday July 25. and saturday was a no moon day. We had lots
of points which can stop our plan. Since it was no moon day, had a doubt,how
can we go to girivalam and climb the parvadha malai on these days.We thought
nobody will go on no moon day. The one soul which believed like ' we can make
it ' is parvati master.Her spirit made this journey very successful.
As
usual our journey was wonderful.Chatting,teasing each other. Had very good
memorable journey because so many were not sleeping. The one and only Arya the
rubber alone slept. Put halt for break.We had our dinner there. Dinner was
brought by Subramanian sir. He and his wife prepared tamrine rice and curd
rice. Everybody had with so much satisfaction. that too curd rice everybody had
liked.I went to near by tea small tea shop where I bought biscuits. I asked for
tea to Nanda master.Then everybody joined. After long time, after long journey
in the night I drank coffee in glass.If I think that moment now also I feel
happy.In mid of journey two times car stopped but nobody had bad vibrations. We
just told All is well and started.
Nearly
1.10 A.M we reached in front of Arunachaleswarar temple. Started the Girivalam
from there.That was the night in my lifetime not even slept for a minute.We had
dharshan of all the llingas on the way.It was a beautiful walk in the
night.Since the team was very small in number(9) we rarely split into different
groups..And the memorable places for me are idukku pillaiyar temple and the
place after this temple where we medidated facing the mountain.It was dark when
we closed our eyes, when we opened sun raised. It was very pleasant. And my
another favorite places are under the
street light where myself and and Dev master lifted Parvati master and the tea
bench.For the whole journey of girivalam Nanda master was chanting Om
Namashivaya.Parvati master was also
chanting but stopped in middle(she said I was the reason kept on asking her
questions at last she stopped chanting started answering) It is a 14 km
girivalam.There are eight lingas on the way. We had dharshans of few of
them.Others were closed. The asta lingams are Indira lingam,Agni lingam, Yema
lingam, Niruthi lingam,Varuna lingam,Gubera lingam,Esanya lingam.
Finally
approx 6.20 A.M. We reached arunachaleswarar temple. After entering the temple
in first praharam we sat for some time.I liked the place very much.And then we
started with Murugan temple and then next praharam got ashirvadham from
elephant and then the next praharam had a very good dharshan of shiva and his
wife. That was our first achievement Felt happy. Crossed one milestone in our
whole plan.
We
had tiffin from Anbu Mess our stomach was filled. Then we got the room in
Shesatri ashramam itself.Took enogh rest and started to go parvadha malai.We
packed our things.Though one or two bag is enough we thought why to carry heavy
weight we will share and pack.We had taken magoes,
bread,jam,dates,glucose,waterbottle and bananas.When starting Parvati master
Dev master went to office room to inform them that we are going to parvadha
malai. That person told nobody goes in no moon day and in night time no one
will be there.It is better you dont go. I went to get water from office room. I
heard this story. And I spread the news to everyone.We were all having confusion
how can we go like that. Parvati master told to make a decision.They decided to
climb.Ok we told.
Nearly
4.30 P.M. Saturday we started from ashramam.Probabably half an hour we had
roamed to find out a tiffin center. After that found a tiffin center where only
parotta was available. Since Raji has acknowledged we all had our tiffin there.
And as usual Paru master had given her parotta share to Dev master.(which
impacted him later).Since we had spent some time in finding out the tiffin
center,everyone started murmuring.We said we would have had in ashramam itself.
Nanda master told Kadham is Kadham.Dev mater told it was rained heavily
here.Now only stopped.So we have reached at the right time only. All is
well.Likewise in each situation we started seeing the positive things.Then we
all got energy and reached the place.from where we need to climb parvadha
malai.
There
was a small town and a Ayyanar temple.That Ayyanar was awesome and very
big(pramandam). I have never seen that much big ayyanar closer. And we got
ashirvadham from veerbadrar, vanadurgai
and started to climb.Here comes my favorite place parvadha malai.
Initially
for few kilometers we were walking on the land.Two rods were given by some
people. They said the rod has to reach at the top of the mountain to build
something on the mountain.From our group we took two rods.One rod was carried
by Nanda master and Parvati master. And then another rod was carried by
Kaviyarasan and Dev master.For the whole trip Nanda master was showing very
different characteristic, very spiritual.When walking on the girivalam and
climbing the mountain also he was keep on chanting 'Om Namashivaya'.He and Paru
master was having a strong mindset that should not keep the rod down at all.And
for the whole five hours journey they did not keep that down at all. Nanda
master said that it is his Karma vinai. He wanted to keep it down at the top of
the mountain only.
Then
comes the 'steps padhai(path)'. Approx 1500 steps were there.Some of us were
hearing the story which told by the Ezhumalai anna who is living in the small
village near by mountain.we are able to see the structure of the Nandi in the
mountain,the back side of Nandi, the hump, and the head portion.While climbing
we were able to see the light from temple.Our energy got boosted up.When we
started since it is evening the light was there, after some time became dark.We
all had taken our torch ,mobile light and if somebody was not having then
helped each other.
Before
climbing Dev master told to pair with one person and told “should motivate each
other in the pair and nobody leaves noone in the middle.Together we should
go”.My pair was Arya. The sweet girl supported me a lot.
The
first person who has led us is Raji followed her with Nims, and then Subramnian
sir ,then our Nanda master and Parvati master holding each side of the rod
.Next was me then Arya.Finally Kaviyarasan and Dev master holding the rod.Few
of us were started telling 'Om Namashivaya','Hara Hara Mahadeva','Jeya Jeya
Mahadeva'(but not me).I felt like we are going for the trekking.I was not
imagining the temple also.The steps padhai was very hard to cross.Put halt in
middle.We took rest whenever we needed,then started again after gaining the
energy.I was not able to breath.Nanda master told 'Bala poidalam'(Bala we can
reach) with the full force in his voice.He was having that much energy.I had
boosted up myself.
In
one place Dev master sat up and told “I think I cant walk you people go, the
parotta which we had is doing something to me”.I thought he felt vomitting
Parvati master told we are going to put halt for half an hour. And she started
chanting 'Om Namashivaya' to him.And gave her energy to him by placing her
hands in his head(I think).Then she told this is how we yoga masters live by passing
the energy.
Then
comes the 'rocks padhai' like in Nagalapuram trekking.This rocks padhai was
little bit easy only.It is always easy to walk in the rocks rather than
steps.But it was full of rocks.In this path also in some places there was no
grip.And I was not able to grip in some of the rocks.For the whole trekking
journey we were not walking casually.We bent forward to walk in most of the
places.In some places we were crawling only.Especially me and Arya.I have kept
my mobile torch in one hand and started crawling.Lots of damage to the
phone(nokia basic set only).Arya has kept the phone in her mouth and crawling.I
stopped in one place.Noone was there in front of me.Everyone went off.Seeing at
the back they are coming very far(Arya,Kaviyarasan,Dev master).I got struck.Not
able to move.No grip was there in that rock.I couldn move right side , left
side.Started calling(almost shouting) Kaviyarasan.
He
ran and overtook me and was telling
instructions keep this leg here,that leg here,catched his hand to move
forward.I landed in one place.The same thing he was doing for Arya also.He
seemed to be having much experience in trekking.He was helping myself and Arya
in so many times.It was too dark.Nothing was visible.Elumalai anna told not to
put light on side of the mountain.Then all the sidhas get disturbed.
Then
comes the path where rod was there in the middle of the path to hold and move
forward.We moved easily by holding that.We thought that was the kadaparai
padhai so we thought we have crossed the toughest path.But we didnt.Next comes
the 'Kadaparai padhai'.This is my favorite path.I enjoyed it very much.Only
Eetti,kadaparai,small rods were placed in rocks on both sides.It was very
tricky.By holding that small rods we moved forward.They have made small steps
here and there.I was thinking I am not able to go alone how paru and nanda
master took the big steel rod in their hand and balanced.Arya,Kaviyarasan and
Dev master three together came in one torch.After that ladder came.everything
was 90 degree.Everytime Raji and Nims were souting like “hold left side dont
hold any chain.it is very loose.Dont go right side.You will fell off”.I was not
able to get their tips since I was far from them.In between me and Raji Nanda
master and paru master were shouting
'Om Namashivaya'.At one point of time I also started telling 'Om
namashivaya' from rocks padhai itself.I
felt energetic.That too in kadaparai padhai for each step,each time when I held
a rod to move forward told 'Om Namashivaya'.How powerful it was.No words to
explain that feeling.
After
that we put halt for some time.When we started from down to climb one group
also came with us sometimes.They had Sangu.They blew that often in temple and
on the way also.It was very pleasant to hear.When we put halt that group was
also there.Nanda master asked that guys for that sangu.Two times he tried to
blow but sound did not come.He had disappointed very much.The third time
suddenly sangu sound came.My god everyone was very happy.We were all
shouting.Then subramaniam sir tod that the third time when nanda master
blewthat he was praying and took a deep breath and with concentration he
blew.The enery that spread over in that area we felt so excited.Everyone was
showing interest to touch the sangu atleast once and blow it.Next Parvati
master tried but sound did not come.She got disappointed.Then dev master tried
he also could not able to do it.As far as I know if we have very good breathing
control we can blow it.Then after lot of enthu I got the sangu in my hand.I felt
good.Then I asked how to blow from one person from the group.Then somebody from
the group said you have to keep the mouth inside the sangu and hold sideways
then blow it.There was hole in the top of the sangu.If we close that sound will
not come.I did not close that one.I catched the sangu in both the sides in two hands.Put my mouth in the sangu tried to
concentrate took a deep breath,took some time then started pusing air from the
mouth to sangu.Yes I blew it.Sound also came.Everyone was shouting Yea..Then
Nims tried she also blew it.Then everyone tried second time.When we returned
that sangu immediately one guy from that group blew it for such a long time.I
felt amazed.We started the journey from there.
We
crossed some distance then very narrow path came.Steps are very nice to
climb.But at a time only one person can go.Just 7 or 10 steps only.But very
narrow.I thought jolly atleast thiis is easy to climb.Lethogically I came.Till
there we were stretching our legs to climb.Here in the narrow path when I was
about to move forward without stretching I had cramp in both the thighs.I was
not able to move at all.Kaviyarasan and Dev master motivated me to sit.Just sat
there on the way itself.Then everyone was calling me and told “sit on the
side,so many are coming dont block the way.I was not able to move.I just gave
small way to others and sat.Dev master came
removed my shoes and massaged.I told
pain is not there.He told if tension is in one place means that no blood
circulation is there.Should not touch that place.Should massage the place
around only.Meanwhile Parvati master and Nanda master motivated me.Nanda master
told 'Bala come on will go'.That time I saw caring and kindness in Dev
master.When Dev master told 'I am not able to walk you go' I did not ask single
word also.I thought he will be ok in some time.I am trying to care others from
that trekking onwards.For a sec I thought how it will cure and how we can
cllimb.Somebody has got my bag and allowed me to walk simply.My legs became
fine and we moved forward.
Nims
told us to remove our shoes.Somebody told her it seems. In this mountain we
should not put shoes or slippers.That too now you are in the head position of
nandi in this mountain.So remove your shoes and go.After hearing that everybody
has removed their slippers and went by bare foot.But from starting of the
journey onwards Parvati master and Arya were coming in bare foot only.Actually
we enjoyed that also.We saw the temple while walking itself.Yes we know that we
are going to reach temple,the top of the mountain.Almost five hours journey
going to end.We aimed for 12 o clock pooja.We went nearly 11.30 p.m.
itself.When nearing the temple everyone's voice increased.'Om Namashivaya'.The
energy,the power,the positive vibration,the curiosity,the bliss,the pleasant
feeling.No words to say when we reached the temple.Only tears are missing.But
we got that feeling.Everyone in our team gathered in the temple.Then we saw
Eeswaran(Mallikarjuneswarar).I was thinking for meeting you only we had
travelled this much.Everything is for you only.We saw eeswaran the lord shivan
finally.That moment,nobody can explain.In that temple everyone can get inside
the karpagraham.When we eached near by shivan the group with sangu was inside
the karpagraham.They did some pooja with thiruneeru. And then they blew
sangu.Everyone was telling 'Om Namashivaya'.If I think that moment now also I
am getting goosebumps.Getting mesmerized.
I thought for us only that special pooja
happened.And to see that only we took that much time,Struck in middle.All is
well.We went inside the karpagraham one by one.I think nobody was not knowing
what to pray.After seeing shivan for long time I remembered all my prayers and
told him.I thought of not to ask.But then I thought we may not be coming here
in future.So lets tell all my prayers with guiltiness.I asked so many things to
him.Nanda master told when I reached the top and went inside the temple I
became blank.I did not ask eeswaran anything.
When
we went inside karpagraham everyone saw lord shiva very close,touched his
feet,prayed,bowed down and came back.I felt like next achievement is done.Then
we visited shivas wife.We went inside the karpagraham.And met her close.Took
kumkumam and came.I think boys are not allowed inside the karpagraham of shivas
wife.Then we all gathered outside of the temple.That was the moment we all
shared how we felt after reaching at the top.i told “Yes at last we reached
gave hi-fi to everyone.When I told that to Arya Yes she told and kissed me.I
dont know what to do that time.Now I am giving Arya,here is your kiss.catch.
Nanda master was in blissful mood.Everyone seems to be very satisfied.
We
started eating masala poori brought by Raji.And some dates we had.Then we had
mangoes which we bought in the mid of travel to thiruvannamalai.Everyone was
very tired.was trying to settle and sleep in open space itself.Some of us had
brought bedsheet.But not me.I had only cotton shawl.When we were climbing since
it sweated a lot we were able to manage the cold.And more over to reduce our
heat it drizzled sometimes also.Whenever we put halt it drizzled and wind has
blown.We were surprised.We felt like God is welcoming us.
Arya,Parvati
master,Dev master,Raji, and I think Subramanian sir were having bedsheet.When
we were sitting itself we felt cold.But there only we need to
sleep.Myself,Arya,Nims were sharing Arya's bedsheet.It was not enough.So I got
out of the bedsheet.Dev master asked do you want bedsheet I said no.I thought
let him take rest.Meanwhile everyone was calling Nanda master.But he did not
hear at all.Then we came to know that he was sitting near the motor room which
makes him warm.Then I also went there and sat.I said him I am not able to sleep
here.He said lets find the place inside the temple.Raji also joined.
Me,Raji,Nanda
master searched place to sleep.Already temple was filled with people.We found a
place near to sivan itself.Nanda master requested one person to move and sleep
somewhere.Then Raji,me,Nanda master were lied on the floor.I shared Raji's
bedsheet.Nanda master was having one cotton shawl.It was very warm inside the
temple.So slept for some time.Then comes the big group to worship Shiva.They
were not having a place to stand.So me,Raji alone went out.We tried to sleep
under one roof.That was also cold.After some time one cold wind blew.I was not
able to bare the coldness.Started shivering.I was thinking how people are
sleeping outside the temple in the rock without roof.Again I left Raji and ran
inside the temple,searching for the place.Raji also came.She found a place.We
went there.Kaviyarasan was also sleeping there.
Since
Raji is short she found a perfect place.But no place to keep my leg.I was
moving this side that side.No place at all.If we had waken up kaviyarasan we
would have slept well by changing the direction.But we did not want to wake him
up.It was Sunday morning 5 a.m.Nims and Parvati master came inside the temple
and were talking 'how nicely they are sleeping'
by seeing us.We were awake only.Then we said we had not slept at all and
said Lets start moving to go down.Parvati master told yes we can go.
When
we went near Shiva Nanda master was not there.Then we heard that due to heavy
rush inside the temple he also went out and slept with our team.For whole night
he was murmuring because of cold it seems.I think Subramanian sir did not feel
any difficulty.Then again we all gathered inside the karpagraham.All of us are
now in karpagraham.Some of us sat inside.Then prayed for some time.Parvati
master told 'OM'.We all joined.We told 'OM' for some time.We felt the
vibrations.Then we told 'Om Namasivaya' for some time.We felt good.Then we told
'Hara Hara Mahadeva' 'Jeya Jeya Mahadeva'.We felt energetic.After gaining all
the positive energy we bent and bowed down one by one in front of shiva.Touched
sivan mesmerized and applied thiruneeru on our forehead.
Then
we started to meet siva's wife amman.All the girls again went inside and took arathi to her one by
one.Applied kumkumam.Then we met one swamigal who was in the temple.I think he
administrates there.We all were talking to him.He said I feel like you are real
devotees.So many has come to this temple.But I am seeing divine in your
faces.Then he started singing loudly.He said he has throat pain.But when he
sung his throat opened.then we got ashirvadham from him one by one.Paru master
told we are coming from Yoga class.He said 'happy,when I come to Chennai I ll
come to your center'.Then she gave donation.And swamigal had given us a card
where shiva and his wife are there with the background of parvadha malai.Then
we came out of the temple around 6 a.m.We took some photos covering the
mountain then we started to climb down the mountain.Nanda master was not at all
interested to go down.he said 'I will stay here I dont want to come'.Slowly walked
down.
After
one place we put shoes but I again lost the grip.So removed shoes and walked
bare foot.It was easy.I did not ask for help anymore when moving.climbing down
is easy compared to climb up.For going up and going down there are two
different paths.We put halt in so many places.Lethogically slowly we climbed
down.Raji was so tensed for making too late.We took so
many photos covering the difficulty
of the paths.Everything is 90 degree ladders.So many shops are there on the
way.We had paniyaram in one shop.It was awesome.It was like amirtham.Paniyaram
with tomato chutney.Meanwhile Raji and Arya were supplying bread and jam.We had
everything and started from there.It was easy to climb down.When we climbed up
we had the target point said by Elumalai anna,Sarasakka kadai(shop).He told us
to reach there and wait for him.Raji asked in every shop whether this is
sarasakka shop like that.They said No.Without knowing that itself we reached
top.Somebody said it was closed.We put halt that time,there was two direcctions
,we dont know which route to follow.We had bananas and waited for Elumalai
anna.He did not come.Then Subramanian sir told if both are in opposite
directions then one arrow is for the people going up and another for people
coming down.Nims told ohhhhhh you are right as if she has realised life's
thathuvam(meaning of life).
When
we returned, in the same place we put halt, had tea from Sarasakka shop.One
attukal was there(olden days grinder).Paru master was taking tumbles with
that.We were chatting for lot of time there.We were not at all interested to go
down.Slowly we started to go down.After crossing all the rocks padhai then
comes the steps padhai.When we were not able to wear the shoes , we tied the
shoes and slippers in the bag only.So it was on both the side of the hand.I
enjoyed every activity we had done there.Myself,Nanda master ,Dev master,Arya
were tied our shoes and slippers in bag.I wanted to take a pic of 4 of us.We
clicked that moment.
Kaviyarasan
was always having a rod or stick in the hand.While climbing up he had the rod
in hand.He was carrying the rod alone for so many times when critical rocks
came to cross.While returning he was having the long stick,with that very
easily he has climbed down.He tied his slippers in that stick, for some time
tied my shoes also in that.Each one was with different get up.Wore shoes from
steps padhai onwards.I was walking very slow.At one point of time Raji told If
I come behind Bala,I will sleep.I dont know how these people walk very fast.Subramanian
sir was rocking as usual.He had the company of Nims most of the times.Very few
times myself and sir went together.Sometimes I joined with Nanda master while
climbing ,sometimes with parvati master.I was sure that I should not go back.I
should maintain the position.But when returning I maintained the last position
only.In the starting of the steps padhai there is a temple in which so many
sidhas medidated.there is a naga with two feet height.Elumalai anna said that
was real only It became statue.We sat there and started medidating.Paru master
told if you have any
questions then ask.Nanda master,Paru
master and Nims raised some questions.Dev master answered.Then we started
singing swami songs.Raji led us we followed singing.Then Parvati master led the
singing then we followed.Arya sung mind blowing,the feel,the pronunciation,the
depth in her voice we could feel that.Paru master was very much interested in
telling 108 potri to sivan.Nanda master and Nims searched using net
connection.When we got that Nims was so happy.Because in the top of the
mountain internet connection was very bad.We told potri as well.I was very
silent.I dont know why.I wanted to medidate and forget about me.
Since
I walked at the last,I joined Dev master from steps padhai onwards when
climbing down.From then on we were
walking together.Everybody has left,they went far.we were walking very
slowly.Then we crossed vana durga and all the temples.Finally reached
Veerbadrar temple.Annadhanam was happening there.We had our lunch there.Raji
was about to eat first.Dev master said
'what is this.Why hurriburrily going to start eating.together we should eat. If
you are reaching first also you should wait for others to come'.Then she went
and came back with plate filled with food for samadhanam and gave to Dev
master(what about me?!).We had filled our stomach.There was water with herbs.We
had that water and started to our cab.Still we need to walk for long
time.Everybody walked fast.Paru master, Nanda master,Dev master walked with bare
foot.I got the slippers of Dev master since I was not able to walk with shoes
also.everybody had reached prior to us.Myseld and Dev master were talking and
came slowly.(He was talking,I was listening) He told about how he had grown up
and about his family.Nice to hear all the stories.
When
we reached the cab everybody was inside the car and got settled.Paru master
told us Om Namashivaya and welcomed us.We also told Om Namashivaya.She told
'Hara Hara Mahadeva' we replied 'Jeya Jeya Mahadeva'.Felt happy.Ended our
trekking journey.Met Shiva had lot of experiences our next achievement is done.
I
learnt so many things.I appreciated myself for that.We took so many points when
we went together as a team to fulfill one thing.In our team everyone was not at
the same age.we had a team with different ages,different motives,with different
energy levels.But we have shared our energy levels,enthusiasm.
I
have learnt so many things.how to care others.I have seen complete soft and
caring nature of Dev master.Very spiritual,energetic,motivated nature of Nanda
master.Without Nanda
master our trekking journey would
have been little tougher and we would have felt journey is too long.But every
single word that came from his mouth motivated others.poidalam poidalam(we can
reach) he says.And many times he said 'Om Namashivaya' only.The conversations
between Nanda master and Paru master were very nice to hear.In so many critical
situations also,Nanda master says Paru ma.He does not say anything else.Paru
master tells Nanda.Thats it.No other big lengthy conversations while
climbing.But both of them had the same intention of keeping the rod at the top
of the mountain only.When Paru master were trying to blow the sangu also she
has not kept the rod down.They never sat when climbing.
When
eating mangoes it is always paru master turn.She cut and gives to everyone.So
many monkeys came.I have catched others hands when crossing monkeys.I have
taken each characteristic from everyone.I have read some thing from them.Now
everyone is here down at the mountain with full of strength.Every time when we
see the mountain from long we used to say 'we went there only'.
After
this trekking Parvati master had the plan of going to the Ramana ashramam,Yogi
ram surath kumar ashramam directly.We said we need to refresh.then we all came
to the room.refreshed probabaly in an hour and then packed everything, vacated
and started to Ramana ashramam.From here onwards I became very silent.I felt
the calmness of ashramam and I adopted to that characteristic.We went to Ramana
hall there we medidated.And we saw the gallory about Ramanar.And we had seen so
many swamiji's jeeva samadhi.And the place where mahan Ramanar had seperated
his his soul from his body.Then we started to climb the rock to go to another ashramam
of ramana.It was so easy rock to climb.But I was not able to walk.Very very
tired.And pain started in each part of the body.Slowly at the last I came.But everybody seems to be with same
enthu and energy.Arya and Subramanian sir also felt little bit tired but they
did not show off.From one place,we were able to see all the towers of
Arunachaleswarar temple.It was so nice to see.Since we walked very slowly we
took so much time to reach there.The place where Ramana's mom was living.Then
we medidated for few minutes.then we started to the place where Ramana used to
medidate.But it was closed.I think it was around 4.30 p.m.We just missed the
visiting time.Then we started to climb down in another way.
On
the way Unnamalaiyamman temple is there.Nearby one well is there,surrounded
with big lengthy full wall.That was very pleasant to see.Somebody from there
said,this water is directly
coming from mountain.Nanda master and
Paru master took water in bucket from well.It was so tasty.I drank so much of
water.There was another small cave in which sidhas and ramanar also
medidated.It was very small and we bent and went inside,sat there.There was one
deepam which burns all day.He said you can pray if it happened you can pour oil
on this deepam.The cave was very nice.Medidated for few secs and then started.
For the whole journey Nanda master and Subramaniam sir cameras only we used.We
tookso many breathtaking pics while climbing down parvadha malai.If we see the
photos now also goosebumps comes.
Finally
ramanar asramam visit is done.Then comes my favorite place Yogi Ram Surath
Kumar ashramam.I have seen that in my childhood.I came with my family.I was
very excited to go there.There comes the twist.I think the time was around 5.30
p.m.Dev master was so much concerned that everybody should reach their home
early.Then he asked everyone if we go to another ashramam then it will take
time to reach.Then we need to skip the dinner he said.Everyone was
silent.Myself and Nims had no time constraint.But family members were also
there.Need to consider them also.I just once told we can go to ashramam
master.Then became silent.then he took the decision of starting the journey to
chennai.Yes we started.I was too worried.I thought my bad luck.I was not able
to go.And I thought Yogi Ram Surath Kumar was not interested to see me.I was
very disappointed.I was so silent I was not able to accept at all.Then I
thought whatever happens it is for good only.If I feel sad also I can not go
back.Lets enjoy the journey,I thought.
Then
I joined the conversation happened inside the car.On the way we had seen Senji
Raja fort and Rani fort from inside the car itself.Fort was on the rock so
awesome to see.While going to thiruvannamalai,we said we have to go here when
we come back.But we can not go.We can not strain oursselves more than this.We
had bread and Jam.Raji has supplied to everyone.Then the conversation went in
different directions.Both Arya and Subramaniam sir had slept.We started up with
Nanda master.how he expects his life partner should be.The replies are very
lovely and romantic to hear.He said he will never ever get angry.And we have
never seen also.Then comes Dev master turn.He said his expectations.We had
asked so many questions.Then paru master she opened up her heart and said her
expectations.For few questions she was very bold and for few she showed her
shyness also.From Nanda master I took the point 'I will never get angry
whatever she(my lifepartner) does also'.From Parvati master I had learnt one
thing which has deeply set in my mind.She said,'I am ready to show
unconditional love to him,I will shower my love'.Such a lovely words.I was
telling myself learn how to love others.
After
finishing this journey I felt new positive strength in me.I have seen so many
changes in my character.When we were about to reach Velachery,I was interested
in giving final talk,end of the journey.I thanked all the masters for arranging
such a wonderful trip.And I said we enjoyed a lot.Kaviyarasan was asking sorry
to all the masters if we had talked too much or done something wrong.Everybody
seems to be happy.There was a place venkateswara super market we reached,where
we need to drop Raji.I was not at all interested to leave her.She was our
booster for the whole journey.Such a talkative and energetic girl.I hugged her
and said Miss you and dropped her.From there we felt a emptiness.Silently we
reached the Yoga center.Subramanian sir told my wife is waiting for me for
dinner.So he had thanked and told,'Really I had a wonderful time.I have gone back
to my teenage'.then Paru master told him to say his wife thanks for the tamrine
rice and curd rice and told him to say that curd rice was so awesome.It was
around 9 p.m.Masters settled the cab.We said thanks for the driver anna and
went up.Everybody seems to be very tired.
Myself
and Nims had to finish our dinner and then go to hostel.Because in hostel
sunday dinner will be worst.So we were expecting when will we go to hotel.Then
we need to go hostel.It will become very late.Myself,Nims,Arya,kaviyarasan,Dev
master ,Nanda master,Parvati master we all went to Star biriyani.Had filled our
stomach with fried rice,chickens and all.It was around 10.45 p.m.We had to
start to hostel.Me and Nims informed everyone and started.kaviyarasan started
in bike.Nanda master's brother was waiting he was about to start.I think Dev
master and Parvati master dropped Arya
by walk.When we reached the hostel Nims was telling very patiently to the
roommate can you take the bag from chair.It is there for long time and
occupying so much place and explained what is the problem without any
tension.We used to put lot of cold war with roommates.But she told very
patiently,she was ready to give up for roommate also.That was the achievement
of the trip.
I
had explicitly seen so many changes in me,I was ready to accept my mistake,I
was ready to give more love to fellowmates,I was flexible with fellowmates.I
had brought kindness in my voice somethimes.And the last of all I was ready to
face the problems.I was waiting for the problems to address me.I have taken so
many characters from each one.How to appreciate small little things also from
Nanda master.How to cherish and explore everythiing as a child from Parvati
master.How to be caring,patient and being responsible,concerned about everyone
from Dev master.How to be flexible with everyone,without showing off the
struggles from Arya.How to
be cope with everyone,adjusting from
Subramanian sir.How to take leadership when everybody is down,how to push up
everyone if they are going out of motive from Raji.
I
need to tell about Raji.i admire her.She helped me and Nims very much.Her
motive words pushed us to climb up the mountain without any worries in mind.Me
and Nims got very scary after hearing the Elumalai anna stories.That time Raji
had supported us a lot.Raji told 'We are going to see god.God does not hate
anyone.He is full of love.If you show him love,he does not do anything
harm'.Such a soothing words.That was the time I admired her for sportiveness.In
girivalam also she was telling so many spiritual stores while walking.I took
those points from her.
How
to be very supportive to the team without giving any problems,how not to demand
anything,how to accept anything that happens from Nims.How to help others,how
to adjust with everyone,be flexible,how to let others take decisions from
Kaviyarasan.Likewise I have admired each one,read everyone and took some
characters and learnt how to be part of team.I feel, that was my acievement
from the whole trip.I cherish my trip.This became my favorite trip.
'Om
Namashivaya', This is your turn to tell....